Praying for sun
Remember when we never met each other?
I understood I’d never be alone
the best of friends…just like sister and brother
don’t know what to do now, I never meant to feel this way…
Just sent off a good friend yesterday. He is going back to his home country forever. They cried, but I wonder, did he find out that I did too, after he turned into the gate. =p Take care my best buddy. It’s gonna be a hard way without you here, I’ve to pick up loads that u were carrying for me all these whiles…farewell~
It’s Saturday. The weather is OK…no more raining. The weather wasn’t that great in the past few days, cold & windy once I stepped out of the house, also rained a little. Well this is stupid England, been raining constantly in the "lovely summer".
I was supposed to wake up at 9am, to have a tuition with the tutee George at 10am, but I woke at 9.45am instead. Luckily his dad was late sending him over…
Well, today is a rather relaxing lesson for us. Why? I just need to give him the revision as he found that the lesson is getting harder. ~~
Now…George’s dad has something else to deal with, obviously I have turned up to be a "baby sister" at the same time. Had him here for lunch. Another cool British that loves Chinese food very much~ We had lemongrass chicken with fried udon~ I can tell he loves it very very much! well done~~
Both of us looking out to seek for his dad’s car…obviously he was too late than he supposed to be. "Oh, where is the sun?" George asked, "When will the sky be clear?"
sullen, the grey skies threaten and glower…
pavements, all rain-washed, shine/
suddenly, sunshine for an hour, then the cruel wind’s shrill whine.
obviously this is not a good summer. better than none, i’m still hoping and praying here for a sunshine brand new day. With all the clouds and doubts to be cleared.
It’s kinda funny though, how life can change in a matter of day, just because i wish so? I don’t really like rainy day now…it reminds me of my much loved late mum. Mummy would come into my bedroom, wrap me in a blanket and tuck me up tightly in the bed and would plump up the pillow round my head, so I felt completely safe. I hate having rain in this stranger land…it reminds me of all the warmth which i miss a lot now…which i wanted it to be back so much…
anyway, praying for the sun and hoping everything would be fine for us. =)
Thanks mum, I’ve completed and have the best achievement now, for the studies at this stage. Though i’m still lost on where to head to next, but i definitely appreciate all these and would like to say a thousand thanks of what i’ve got now. to be shared with u–my beloved late mum.
*I love u*
June 29th, 2008 at 1:21 am
main…i felt exactly the same way u r feeling now..”praying for sun”..the weather is pretty bad here..and i just sent a really really close fren of mine back to his home country…and we were like bro and sis! been crying for days…just felt empty inside..but i’m sure u will be well..ganbarimasu,main..we can do it!!
June 29th, 2008 at 4:27 am
jou jou!!
miss u soooo much!!
it’s surprise for me to see u leave me a msg here. glad to here from u anywya~ =)
hrm, bro and sis, it’s a really precious relationship for me. Many said to me that it is impossible to have a pure “friendship” between a boy and a girl, well i proved them wrong! I treasure this relationship…and i know u too!
take care my kaka~ ^.^
i might go back to malaysia in august. how bout u?
June 29th, 2008 at 4:27 am
jou jou!!
miss u soooo much!!
it’s surprise for me to see u leave me a msg here. glad to here from u anywya~ =)
hrm, bro and sis, it’s a really precious relationship for me. Many said to me that it is impossible to have a pure “friendship” between a boy and a girl, well i proved them wrong! I treasure this relationship…and i know u too!
take care my kaka~ ^.^
i might go back to malaysia in august. how bout u?
October 8th, 2009 at 10:27 pm
hihi..main..how r u recently??