感人的故事…http://www.keyweb.com.tw/11/01/

March 29th, 2006 by ahmain

凌晨3.30临睡前大卫先生个我发了个感人肺腑的网址! 真的如他所说, 我看了后果然落泪~ 怎么说呢有种莫名的感动啊故事并非特长, 亦非特别精彩但它的确触动我的心坎

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想起了中学时我写过的一篇短篇小说, 参加比赛还得了奖呢~ 故事大纲类似.那也是个有关两姐弟的故事.最记得的情节是,弟弟为姐姐认罪时,父亲让他整夜跪在贝壳上,两个膝盖都磨损了而每回当姐姐看见那摆在家中橱窗里的两个大贝壳时,上边那殷红的血迹,正应征了弟弟年幼时对他的那颗爱护有加的心啊!姐弟情的确血浓于水

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姐姐心中很清楚,"与他共度的每一刻都有种无法言喻的美好感觉,真的希望他是那个在别人面前永远护着我的那个人;希望他是那个当我有一点小感动,小窃喜时,与我一起分享的那个人;希望他是那个当我抱头痛哭时,拥我入怀的那个人;希望他是那个当我面对挫折沮丧时,一直紧握我双手的那个人因为他是那个永远支持我的力量,伴我渡过一切难关的那个人啊~" 

然而姐姐永远也没亲口向弟弟说过这番话而弟弟亦不可能有机会听姐姐述说这番心声因为姐姐,有着张无法言语的嘴巴,弟弟则双耳失聪了故事是明显写得刻意地坎坷了些,但,谁又晓得他俩心中不是快乐的呢? 世事本就无常啊,生活中的一点小缺陷,值得你我大呼小叫的吗? 别再为自己所经历的小小不幸而怨天尤人了,看看身边的一切,地球还是照样运转着,生活的步伐决不会为了你那小悲哀而停下,往前看啊!

适时地装傻,偶尔当个瞎子聋子的,也没什么不好的啊~睁一只闭一只眼的看待事物,或许会将许多不必要的麻烦个一一避开了呢! …深思

……^.^

"喜欢下雨,因为你不会知道我流泪;

喜欢发呆,因为你不会知道我想你;

喜欢孤单,因为你不会发现我爱你;

喜欢呆在你身边,因为你是我永远的依靠

…"

Okie~ Hope u guys will love the story in the link as i do ok? =)

午夜宣言~

March 16th, 2006 by ahmain

午夜5.03 啦…微亮的天…怎么会有这般雅兴呢? 哈哈…我也不晓得…最近的我变得较多愁善感了啊~ sigh~ 冷冷的安静夜晚, 只有月光陪着我…四周的空气, 静寂得有些恐怖. 月光是多么美…但在异乡的月色会是一样的吗? 不见得…今早, 当我看见街上的恋人们不同的模样, 有的自然, 有的微笑, 有的紧张; 忽然间, 还是有点感伤…无数个安静夜晚, 我一个人, 重覆的想, 人在爱与不爱的挣扎, 心情亦不断地转换. 见证过了无数的分分合合…心中亦早以释怀~ 多么强烈的爱都好, 还是得付出很大的努力去经营啊! 别奢求太多…爱情的本质原就是短暂的啊, 不是吗? 奈何…

真的很想给自己写一封情书, 让自己仔细聆听心底深处的声音. 记得, 曾经有个男孩向我说过, "试试放开你的心房, 让他人走入吧!" 我何尝不想呢? 但, 不要逼我…我就是我啊…你们该懂我的, 不是吗?i supposed so~ 把自己包得那么密,为的是…?我不懂.害怕吧!或许~我原本就是个超级没自信的女孩啊!无法相信世上会有着像童话般喜剧收场的王子和公主.很多女孩对爱情不都抱着憧憬吗?对不起,我做不到…是的,我真的无法做到这点了…就是无法像其他女孩般全情投入一段感情啊.男孩,对不起,听完这些无聊的字句后,我只想说…别再天真的以为爱情的风光是用次数来衡量的啊~"重质不重量"!记住姐姐说过的话哦!^.^ 无论如何,还是得祝福你…下次的恋情,想清楚了再采取行动ok? =p 真的,这有助你将日后的伤害减到最低啊~祝福你!!

wah…5.10am了.眼很疲倦, 但是还是很坚持地要找到这曾经喜欢的歌词…只是想再听一遍哄我睡的音乐啊! 谢谢DaVid lar…替我找到这歌~ =) 好啦,不写了.还是选择写在书面的日记会痛快点!Good Nite lar~

刘虹桦 我依然相信你还爱我

你吻她那刻
心里有什么感动
她给的快乐
是否像我们有过
爱情原来也决定在来的对不对时候
不是你和我 爱错了
当你们牵手
眺望星空的时候
心中的美景
是否像我们有过
爱情原来也会结束在还相爱的时候
不是你和我
不曾心动
我依然相信你还爱我
只是 结果离开我
否则你的眼 怎会忧愁
我依然相信你是爱我
只是 当时太软弱
否则直到今天 不会不快乐
如果青春就要告一段落
眼看我们 被时间掩埋
那句再见你还没有说

~盈茵~

March 15th, 2006 by ahmain

Darling YY~ this is a post specially for you oh! ^.^ So glad that we both had chat for so long in skype~ really miss u lots and lots…knowing your situation there is actually not much different as here, I really got one thought in my mind…U r my Lord!! LOL…

够特别吧! 以妳为主题的文章哦! Hrm! 这该是全世界独一无二的吧! 正如你这朋友对我而言, 是那么的与众不同, 即便相隔遥远, 我们还是一样心心相系~ =) 一直都有你的支持, 鼓励, 这么好的一个朋友…真的很难得…虽然日后再次相见的日子或许很遥远…抑或遥遥无期, 但, 能够和你一直保持联系, 这已经足够了!

好开心哦…看到你的blog也播放着"外面"…还有还有…你用着几米的画作为background啊!! 多谢多谢…多谢你对"如果爱" 和几米的支持啊!! 但是, 有件事还是得说清楚. 尽管我将你当作好好的朋友, 但是! 但是…阿武是我的!!! 金城武始终是我的!! Muahahahaha…….. =.=""" 盈…还记得以前在INTI 的日子吗? 你总爱这般顿脚狂笑, 但当我这样做时, 你总是给我抛来个很冷很冷的表情, 然后说, "阿敏, 醒了!!!" zzzzz….

刚刚谈了那么多…你始终还是那么的贴近我心呢! 经过一番"听你细述" 后, 突然感到原来我的幸福总是带着点无形的压力, 但, 无论如何, 我还是的用微笑来感谢这一切~ 感谢所有爱我的你们~ 还有, 和你聊完后, 我突然想到一句话, 一定要奉献给全天下的男人啊! "爱一个很好的女孩, 唯一的条件就是, 你一定要很爱很爱她"…对, 没错! 就是这么一回事…全天下的女孩要的不就是那么简单的一件事吗…所以男孩, 扪心自问…你对女友的爱,是否足以让她为你感到自豪呢?如果你连那么简单的道理都无法顿悟, 那么…也没什么好纳闷的…好好学习吧! ^o^

Oops…怎么跑出那么多插曲呢…好好…言归正传! 盈…这世上的人形形色色的…虽然有时遇人不淑,难免会有些难过,但出国念书的日子中,我还是领悟了一点"人还是得适时地选择强悍点",虽然,我自己还未能做到啦~ hehe…但,我希望你一直过得好好的…我想, 这应该也是你身边所有朋友对你最大的祝福吧!一定要幸福哦!=)加油哦!虽然相隔遥远,我的心会有你~我相信你也是, right? =) 知心再难寻,你还是有我常伴你侧!Cheers!! Love u alwiz my best pal~

*Hugiess$$sSsss"

点点…

March 14th, 2006 by ahmain

Hrm…今天的天气阴阴的(当然啦,英国冬天不都这般天气吗), 正是我所喜爱的那种凉风习习..,若能再夹带几分细雨更佳! ^.^ 这般好天气, 心情算是不错啦, 但当我拿起我的私人日志, 翻开往里头瞧瞧无数心事顿时全给涌上心头! >.<

刚接通了一通朋友的来电, 久违了的声音..曾几何时, 是那么的贴近我心而我,仍将他当作"好哥儿们"…听他诉说了那些"旁人"的情史后, 突然有感而发,想想我也好久没写中文了就今天给它来点吧!哈哈

"一段没有沟通的感情, 表面上再怎么好看, 再怎么个大方得体, 不也就只是虚有其表而已嘛"! 这话正是我那"好哥儿们"说的. 对啊, 两颗没有交集的心真的好让人难受哦! 听说这世上最遥远的距离是当你望着对方就在你身旁却无法对他()说声我爱你”. 真的吗? 这真的是世上最遥远的距离吗? 不尽然吧对我而言再悲惨的该是当对方就在你身边, 而你却看不见对啊, 小刚有首歌不就那么个唱法吗?我在身边,怎么你看不见? 对啊,他就在身边而已啊..怎么你一直都没察觉呢?而今真正在你身旁的那一位,即使时时刻刻黏在一块,却是貌合神离啊...曾经无数次地遭人劝解,你亦无数次地怀疑自己是否做错了选择?无奈,这事儿无法让你重来嘛..丫头,别害怕,兵来将挡嘛,自己的选择,始终还得面对啊!或许,等你把泪水收住后,是否能在他眼里看出,他其实也很在乎啊...还以为经历过这无数次的争吵,你们会幸福呢怎料是否每段感情都那么不堪一击呢? 天啊

听过句话, "不要相信接吻时从不闭眼的伴侣". 耐人寻味的一句话为什么?我不懂原来一直都不懂的东西实在太多了啊人越大越懵懂吗? 奈何回想孩提时代的我还真是个怕羞的小丫头呢静默中带着点羞涩腼腆而今呢,哈哈,吵闹的个性,无时无刻都闭不上的嘴巴还一直坚持:"喜欢聊天是一个人最大的优点"! 好怀念那段和朋友争闹逗弄对方的日子啊好久没给大伙儿写信了呢曾经,有个很要好的朋友,和我一样爱写信,爱收信是啊现代科技虽发达, 但手书的信始终较温暖!那些藏不住那热切,诚恳的心. 谢谢我生命中的所有好友不知身在远方的你们是否能感应我那怀念你们的心呢? ^.^

今天接了一通久违了的友人拨来的长途电话,突然有股冲动想哭无他,只是太感动了~对了,在这要给所有朋友的忠告-->无论什么时候打电话,接起话筒的时候请微笑,因为对方能感觉到!谢谢你啊Jin~ 你永远都是我最贴心的朋友,erm..能过一辈子的那种知心!

Muackzzz..

外面

March 12th, 2006 by ahmain

外面好喜欢这首歌呢怎么说呢给我一种好舒服的感觉跟几米的画作一样让我的心有种悸动. 好久好久没有着种感觉了呢, 想想中学的我还一直浑浑沌沌地过日子, 到了INTI 学院生活, 开始对外面的世界感到特别慷慨, 精彩吗? 刺激吗? 不尽然但肯定的是适时适当的伤害会让人成长~ 让我们好好的了解这精彩的世界吧! ^.^

 

外面的世界很精彩
我出去会不会失败
外面的世界特别慷慨
闯出去我就可以活过来
留在这里我看不到现在
我要出去寻找我的未来
下定了决心改变日子真难捱
吹熄了蜡烛愿望就是离开
外面的世界很精彩
我出去会变得可爱
外面的机会来得很快
我一定找到自己的存在
一离开头也不转不回来
我离开永远都不再回来

~Tears~

March 12th, 2006 by ahmain

Just known a Japanese band from How Koon recently, called "X-Japan". This is one their songs…Tears~ I like it…really nice~

Hope u guys will get to listen to it when u ever have the chance…"Without you", "Love of My Love" and "Endless Rain" also not bad though~ ^.^

doko ni yukebaii anata to hanarete

ima wa sugisatta toki ni toi kakete

nagasugita yoru ni tobidachi wo yume mita

ikoku no sora mitsumete

kodoku wo dakishimete

nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete

owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite

* Dry your tears with love

Loneliness, your silent whisper

fills a river of tears through the night

Memory, you never let me cry

and you, you never said good-bye

Sometimes our tears blinded the love

We lost our dreams along the way

But I never thought

you’d trade your soul to the fates,

never thought you’d leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free

Sands of time will keep your memory

Love everlasting fades away

Alive within your beatless heart

* repeat

nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete

owaranai kanashimi wo aoi bara ni kaete

* repeat

nagareru namida wo toki no kaze ni kasanete

owaranai anata no toiki wo kanjite

*English version*

Where do we go after we’re separated

Now that hanging question has passed

On an endless night, I dreamt of a journey

I gazed at the foreign skies

and embraced the loneliness

Tears always flow with the winds of time

It’s not over, feel your sigh.

* Dry your tears with love

Loneliness, your silent whisper

fills a river of tears through the night

Memory, you never let me cry

and you, you never said good-bye

Sometimes our tears blinded the love

We lost our dreams along the way

But I never thought

you’d trade your soul to the fates,

never thought you’d leave me alone

Time through the rain has set me free

Sands of time will keep your memory

Love everlasting fades away

Alive within your beatless heart

* repeat

Tears always flow with the winds of time

It’s not over, blue rose from sadness

* repeat

Tears always flow with the winds of time

It’s not over, feel your sigh.

repeat x2

A special B’day testimonial..just for u guys…my beloved frenss$szz ^^

January 20th, 2006 by ahmain

Jan 16th…my "big day" yea..i should hav celebrated my b’day wiv frens or family around as in the past years…but this yr is different, coz i was far in UK…wiv no family members and those buddy who i alwiz hang out wiv around my side…the worst is, i got exams on 17th and 18th!! =( sounds juz too bad for my tis yr b’day…alrite…then…smth happened..here the "story" goes…hehe..

yea..awaken by a call far from M’sia in the very early morning on Jan 16th…yea…tat’s my first b’day wish…from a very special fren whom i lost contact wiv for ages….yea..kinda miss u!! ^^ after this warm greeting…the second’s came..quitely n surprisingly..follwed by the 3rd n 4th n so on…yea…Keng Tee my dearest buddy!! ur call really gav me surprise, as i thought tat u wil forget my b’day tim hehe…coz i know u r busy wiv exams as i do also~ but in fact, u still b kind enough 2 call me twice ever since i got my UK hp number yea…*hugs*!! Then yam yam Kang and Potato Royce…hoo…both calling about the same time ler..hehe…i know u guys din pakat lar…but really thx 2 u my best buddies!! made me so touching n drop tears for u…=p hrm…silly Kang…21st got nth 2 "how lian" with lar…LOL…in fact, i m growing older n older lar… >< wooo…..sob sob…then some calls from UK frens yea~ Zheng Rong my gal in Sunderland now…LOL..this funny gal…the very first word which came 2 my ears after picking her call is–> "ooi zha boh"….haha…u r still the Zhen Rong i knew in INTI huh!! yea…v were "crabbing" in the call..talked bout my Europe tour somemore!!ehhe…silly me…then, calls from Amily, Dennis, Tao Tao and Ah Hooi from Liverpool and Scottland yea!!! Cheers my buddiess!!! really ar…thx thx 4 remembering me…sob sob sob~

ahah…the end for the "calling part" lar…now…the "letter, email and sms" part…=p okiez…the letter hrm…though i hav "missed" 3 letters from frens, dunno they were lost during the post or some othe runknown reason…but still feel so thankful to u guys!!! so the 1st card i actually got was posted by How Ming+Jason+Amy~ such a lovely b’day card from u guys…but hey, i need 2 clarify one thing…u 3 got me wrong lar..i m 21st but not 20th ok?!! LOL… then another card from Pei Lin~ then Shiau See my gal in USM…wish u best in ur study n life too oh!! miss u! then, a card from YS…hehe…dun worry bout ur late wishing…i love it still!!! ^^ miss u much too gal…do take care urself n may u b happy alwiz ler…blessing from Angel me…alwiz~ =) and and!! a card from Wan Li, Joyce, Nancy, Carmen, David & Calvin…this one really made me "cried" like pig when i got 2 read the card "secretly" slipped into my room~ coz i was under pressure due to the stupid protein final exam study ar…it was really really touched…wiv all the handwritings…*huggiezzzzz*!!!!

now…here comes the sms part…hrm, the first one is from 2 unknown person…017-7900927 and 017-4122924…ya, whoever that knows who r these numbers users pls drop me a msg yea…i m looking 4 them 2 say thz..for the b’day sms…coz i couldn’t get 2 reply them tat day…then then, Shu Qing jie, Ing Hui (my cousin’s sister in Sunderland), Ying Shin (greeting far from Singapore who really giv me surprise!!), Aldent (Liverpool yea…), Terry ( HK…=p), Calvin (LOL, downstair only oso sms me), cat cat YS, piggy Lynda and pig worm Joey (AP buddies!!!), RenChao (yea my superman brother), Goo (another surprise, coz haven’t been talking 2 him since i was here i guess..?), Kean Aun (yea..my secondary classmate, my "boss" also –>society president =p), Carol (a China gal here as my classmate), JJ (hoo…late wishes!!keke..), Jess & Helena (nice new classmates here as well~ ^^ ), Kevin Khor(…both again..kinda miss u…stupid kks…said wat"lovely cousin" wor, late 4 my b’day wishing oso! =p)….really ar…thx 4 those sweet sweet sms tat u guys sent 2 me…2 help me relax myself when everyone was tensed up for the exam ler…

email…hehe…Lots in frenster and email inbox…but i can’t really state out everyone’s name from frenster there ar…All i wanna say is "thx 4 u guys lovely testimonial and messages!!" yea…Jou kaka..i got ur email..=) Dun worry!! miss u alwiz ok? muackzz…and..Yan Sung, Kks again hehe, Hiang, Hoon, Xue Fern, Lip Chin, lots n lots more who i really appreciate u guys wishing on my 1st b’day in oversea…touching ar…i love u guys very very much!! ^^

Hah…teng teng teng!! Finally comes to this part…for those celebrating wiv me on Jan 18th after our exams over!! This is specially for Joyce, Wan Li, Carmen, Nancy, David and Calvin!!! yea….u guys really made my world bright n shine over the moody sky!! 18th…was a bad day to me at 1st…coz i had a really bad lab exam, which spoilt my mood after the exam finish at 5 smth in the evening..then v walked back 2 our hostel…i can c from each other’s face tat everyone was very tired as i did…yea..then v went 2 a small bar+restaurant called "YATES" in Wolv city centre 2 hav dinner there~ though the nite is not really "happening", but it was not the story when v were on our way back after the dinner! LOL…silly dave giving silly idea…7 of us were taking photos at the quite street..after coming out from the subway~ yeap…u guys muz b wondering, wat m i yelling for if there were juz some photos taking? Oh godsh…pls dun get u guys wring here..v were counting 123 and jump up high all together for lotsa time juz 2 get 1 perfect photo man!! and v did that for quite a lot of time just to get all of use jumping high wiv a stupid pose! OMG…there were some ppl looking weird at us..and i bet u guys should get 2 imagine how embarrassed v were at the moment…isshhh…Yea, tat was a good nite for me~ at least my spoilt mood after the exam get 2 "recovered" a bit…^^

hrm…b’day present now lor…hehe…yea…parcel from second sister in Shanghai, Kelly from Japan, Shiao Qing and Chiu Shin from M’sia~ ^^ then, Wan Li here…on my b’day morning..thx 4 the frame oh…i like it much~ ^^ yea…b4 coming to the present part from the rest, i need 2 add on smth 1st. My cute cute Monkey Joyce ran into my room in the midnite of Jan 15th…aha, she sang the b’day song so sudden man, when i was on the call!! My dear..it was juz too funny her singing and acting are!! hahaha…then then..she was forced by me 2 take photoSSss when kissing on my cheek!!wahahaha…yea, the photos still kept in my mobile phone now..titled "monkey kissing angel"!! wahahahaha….=p haa…then hor, after that rite..Dave, Joyce and Calvin "ran" into my room again, in the midnite…godsh..these 3 little piggy forced me 2 drink shot man!! =.+""" Dave…dun alwiz use the stupid excuse "I dun wan 2 drink anymore" and then asked others 2 drink ur new JD ler…ala…

Oops…too much crabs yea…now now!! teng teng teng!! juz "on showed" not long ago!! hoho…starring by "David, Calvin, Joyce(the camera gal), Carmen and Nancy"!!! Hohoho…the parcel guy (Dave)…helped me 2 open the parcel..and all r in a surprise…the present is a optical mouse which they bought through on9 service man! It’s simply juz made me feel too touching…as i dun expect tat to b happened….OMG…my mouse was spoilt, and in fact i m working part time 2 get 2 buy myself a new one here ar…as the mouse here in UK is really sooo much expensive compared to M’sia one..yea…cheapest one can cost me 12 pounds at least man! sooooo….u guys should und how surprised i was when i found tat mouse inside the parcel……..isshhh…..copy ur words here Dave…"words juz cant help me decribe my feeling~" I love u guysss soooo much!!! Muackzz and huggiess……^^ oh dear…this is gonna b a memorable 21st b’day!!

In conclusion…i wish 2 thx God…for keeping me in a cheer n happy mood on my each birthday…with lotsa blessing from my dearest buddies and my beloved family members~ I will alwiz cherish the moments u guys spent wiv me, as i really really missing u guys lots here……..Arh….Thx thx thx!!!!! i wish 2 sing back a b’say song to u all lar…hehe…here v go…

HaPpY BiRthDay to Me,

HApPy BirThdAY to m3,

HaPpY biRtHdAy to Ah Min…

HApPY BirTHdaY to M3!!!!!~~~~

Muackz muackz hugSss$zZzz!!!!!!!

Started…from X’mas Eve…

December 31st, 2005 by ahmain

Such a long while I didn’t update my blog…In fact I m just too lazy to write anything here, coz I was too busy eating in this whole Dec!! Godsh…V have been really eating a lot ever since the X’mas eve nite man! Yea…to those who had seen our "group photos" in multiply will get wat i mean by that. Our party nitesssss just end up with eating, drinking, and mayb some "games playing" (though i din really see that anyone enjoying)…hah…

Alrite..i should just skip the x’mas eve and x’mas party…thou there were lotsa funny stupid stuff that v did while playing the "truth or dare" games~ well, i will turn to our London trip on Dec 27th, 28th and 29th. Yeah, it should be a very nice trip~ but somehow, when i got back here, there is not much memory left in my mind…i dunno y, mayb just as wat joyce said, the time not really organized well and thus, we had smth amissed…=( ya, i could see that even on the first day. Hah, we thought the train to London will be at 8.40am, according to the online time table, but well, by the time we reach the Wolv railway station was 8.30am, but the train has gone, at 8.20am. Godsh, v just gotta wait n got into the train around 9.55am at last! Sigh…by the time we reach London is past one in the noon already, they busy finding the location of the hotel. "surprisingly", the hotel was "hiding" at a corner, and the service was even "surprised"…LOL…there were too many "first time" in the hotel we staying for that 3 says 2 nites…haha, yea, dun get me wrong, the first time i stayed in a hotel that, which supposed 2 get us warm in this terrible winter, but hey, even though the heater in the room was working, i was just shivering for th ewhole nites!! The first nite is the worst, i wore 5 shirts, plus my own sweater, even put on the last layer of dave’s, yet, i couldn’t fall asleep for the whole nite, and get myself suffering in the bed!! Oh godsh, u just can’t imagine how i felt, i was like sleeping on a "ice bed" in the fridge!! haha…it’s the truth! Oh yea, turn to the breakfast part, haha..though the breakfast was said to be provided, but hey, each person was given 2 breads ONLY, and u could not ask for more! haha…then the jam and butter r all refill one…another surprise comes…the butter is already expired!! LOL…wat a hotel rite?! Yea, Dave is correct, 12 pounds only wat, cannot aspect too much ar..=p

Ok…turn to the travel part…yea, we bought the 4.70 pounds tube ticket for the whole day pass fr zone 1 and zone 2. Then…started our first day trip in London after settling down in the hotel. Yea…ladies and gentllemen…the first day trip was just….shopping!! haha…Nancy and Calvin bought the most! Well, for me myself, i just got myself a nice coat on the last day…hehe, Mark & Spenser, 49 pounds, not as expensive as Dave or Calvin or joyce ones…^^

hrm…we went to the Buckingham Palace, the Queen Elizabeth II official residence, but too bad another mistake occured again, the time for the changing guard online showing was different from the exact time of the performance!! oh godsh, we spent more than 2 hrs there at last, sigh~ Erm hrm…still, we managed to go to other places in these short 2 days. Houses of Parliament, the London Eye, Tower of London, Tower Bridge…yea, and i think that’s all I know, mayb there are some which i can’t remember the names..well, one thing to regret, we were not able to go to any of the museums ar.. =( hah yea, i think the most happy moment in a day for everyone was dinner time at nite, LOL~ yea, we went to the China Town at Leicester Square, and had our gorgeous dinner there for the 2 nites. Hah…each dinner cost us 8.80 pounds per person man! Surprisingly, again, we gals eat more than guys did!! wahahah…dave oso scared by us ~ Joyce "swear", she will never eat buffet again…haha, let’’s c how this works yea..we still got the trip to Birmingham again ar..wanna do some shopping again wo…and there is a japanese sushi buffet ahead waiting for her…muahaha =p

alrite…so much i write, and that’s the time for me to shout out loud :" I WASTED MY TRIP TO LONDON!!!!!" Oh God!!! Wat happen to me??? Aha….all my dearest frens, u will never get the chance to c me upload any photo in my camera for my London trip~ Stupid me accidently deleted all the photos inside my camera!!!! >< ARGHHhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh………………………………….sigh~ Dunno wat can i say, so much memory, yet nothing to refer back….oh godsh!!!!! 23.85 pounds train ticket, and my total expenses in this trip is around 130 pounds ar..but how could stupid me did that…gone…everything has gone….oh dear!! ><

alrite…to those who read this and feel sympathy on me…pls do me a favour, do some donation, collect the money for my next London train ticket, and i’ll get the chance to travel down to London again next time, mayb during summer break yea~ =p God, I must b crazy to have such idea….silly me….haha, okie…i have done my report lar~ last report…tonite is new year’s eve ar…and v hav anothe part plan for new year again…godsh…eat eat eat!! fat fat fat!! Huh…buddy, wait patiently, u will c a fatty angel back to M’sia next yr in June…Ok, Ciao~

Happy New Year!!!! Cheers!! ^^

Snowing!!

November 28th, 2005 by ahmain

Yeah…finally all the phase test in Nov over lor ^^ Huh…had a celebration for Wan Li on her birthday on Fri, West park "jogging" in the morning, lunch at a western restaurant in the noon and a dinner in Lomas Street(our hostel). Happy to a good time together after all the hateful examz~ Hoo…then saturday at Birmingham…great shopping time there…hehe, i bought myself a scarft, glove, and a long sleeve shirt~ V had our lunch at a chinese restaurant, 4.99 pounds per person for the lunch buffet! terrible v really ate a lot…and wat amazed me the most is, v girls eat more than Mr. Daves!! he ate so much lesser than last time, that’s wat v found out lor…Hah..mayb YS wans him 2 keep fit? =p Then…the Germany festival at Birmingham~ funny, this suppose to b the main purpose that v heading 2 B’ham, but yet, v spent the least time there~  LOL Hrm..not really got anything special at the Germany market. I end out with buying nothing from there, but funny joyce came back with a pack of 10 bars Choc =p

ya…after that is wat i should tell Jou kaka….V watched harry Potter!! Hoo…3.98 pounds per ticket wiv student price ar! so expensive, yet i feel this Harry not as nice as before…=( ahah…but dear Jou, i din manage 2 get his signature for u wor…=P

Oh yea…the main point i m writting tis is…It is snowing outside now!!! great!! I was sitting in front of my dest in the morning and talking 2 frens in skype, and there is smth drop down fr the sky..all out of a sudden…it’s snow!! haha…then i tell monkey joyce, v r all so excited…WanLi was out, dave and Calvin still sleeping~ yea…the whole floor is covered by the white white snow now~ amazing!! aish…cold~ ok…must prepare myself to go 2 lab later lor…Looking 4ward for the great snowing in the coming days yeah!! ^^

Lovely fireworks.. ^^

November 5th, 2005 by ahmain

Yeah…juz finish taking a nice shower~ v went to the "Hari Raya and Deepavalli party" organized by Malaysian Society tonight. Hoo…so many nice food to eat yea~ got curry, satte, roti canai, and lots n lots…Hoho…v really ate a lot man!! =p Ya…wat had actually made me happy the most is, v can go 2 c the fireworks at Westpark after that at 8.30pm ar!! It was really amazing and brilliant man! I m sure u guys will feel the same as me when u can c the fireworks is juz on top of ur head!! Wah…so romantic~ ^^ Too bad i didn’t take camera there, but nvm, others did…so i still manage 2 catch myself together wiv the fireworks i guess…? hehe…

hrm..even now i m back in my room, still i can hear lots of fireworks playing outside ar…nice nice nice!! Sedaya mates…U guys should know how i feel when i saw those fireworks…rite? I recall our memories back in Awan Puri Condominiums ar!! My birthday celebration in this year January was juz like that…though it was different kind of fireworks, but the feeling and environment is juz as warm as the moment~ It had made my nite!! ^^ Love the sweet memories spending together with u guys…..miss u all sooo much..

Jou kaka…haven replied ur email yet ar…sorry oh…i m a bit tired…hehe..bet u won look bad wiv the new hair style la…sure muz b a cute princess rite? =) Dun worry…and, the "secret" shared between v both ar…haha…is tat true? LOL…Jay Chow doesn’t like to eat McD!!! Remember yea…and our Lee Hom (Hong Hong) =p

Okiez…stop here 1st…wanna hav a early sleep tonite…then dream of my nice nice beautiful fireworks~ nitezzz….^^